I read this quote this morning;
“To come to know that nothing is good, nothing is bad, is a turning point; it is a conversion. You start looking in; the outside reality loses meaning. The social reality is a fiction, a beautiful drama; you can participate in it, but then you don’t take it seriously. It is just a role to be played; play it as beautifully, as efficiently, as possible. But don’t take it seriously, it has nothing of the ultimate in it.” Osho
This experience of not being involved in the extreme emotions of life is such a surreal feeling. Its hard not to get involved. It is almost like being drunk if you can think of that. Fuzzy a little. There is a quietness about it that is not what I would consider normal. I FEEL like i should be FEELING but its a quieter one. It allows for redirection and adjustment. It is also frustrating because I’m an emotional being and this is a lessening of being so emotional and dramatic. But across the board I’m happier, so it is something that I’m going to continue to entertain.
I LOVE people passionately and I LIVE passionately more times than not, but it doesn’t mean that I am IN the despairs of life. It means life becomes more of
Music. To be played by you. You are the instrument and you can choose to play however you want. This is YOUR music, your song. Your song is a part of the embodiement of all songs in this earth to be heard. You can create many songs in ONE song.
I feel like I”m fine tuning my instrument. I can write my own music. It is not anyone elses’ song to write.
so is yours.
